My Mother's Secret Page 2

  That was true. During their childhood years, aunts, uncles and cousins from both sides of the family regularly descended on Aranbeg, turning it into a buzzing hub of social activity. These days Steffie only saw her cousins at family gatherings, where she always felt as though she’d let Jenny and Pascal down by not being as successful as everyone else.

  ‘Obviously there are logistical issues to think about given that Mum and Dad are actually living there now,’ continued Roisin. ‘However, I have a plan to get them out while you sort things. They’ll stay overnight with me and you can nip down and get it all organised. I’m too busy with the summer camp to do it. But you can take time out whenever you like. One of the big perks of working from home.’

  Which was true, Steffie agreed, but what Roisin didn’t seem to grasp was that if she took time out during the day to do everything her sister wanted, she’d have to make it up later. Whenever she allowed herself to get distracted from her work by looking at cute kittens on YouTube, or playing games on Facebook, she reminded herself that it was her own time she was wasting. It didn’t stop her but it did mean that she often ended up working in the middle of the night. It would be the same with party planing. Roisin simply didn’t get it. She never would. And she wasn’t taking any excuses from Steffie this time either. Steffie had listened as Roisin listed her instructions, which included buying balloons and other decorations for the house, designing the invitations and keeping on top of the guest list. The invitations should be child’s play to her, Roisin pointed out, they wouldn’t take any time at all. And as far as the guest list was concerned, it was easy for Steffie to co-ordinate that if she was sending off the invitations. As for the decorations – well, she was the creative one, wasn’t she, so Roisin would leave it all up to her, but she’d send her a link to a wonderful website that did the most amazing stuff. It was a US site, she pointed out, and Steffie probably wouldn’t be able to order in time for the party, but it would give her ideas. Not that you need them, of course, Roisin added. You’re the designer, you probably know loads of great sites. And you can probably get a discount too. Steffie’s head was reeling when Roisin finally stopped giving orders, and instead of telling her sister that she’d certainly design the invitations but she didn’t have time to do everything else, she meekly asked if Roisin had thought about plates and cutlery.

  ‘Of course I have,’ Roisin replied. ‘I got the most fabulous disposable plates with the cutest little hearts on them from a shop in Blanchardstown. Totally appropriate. Mum will love them. And I’ve got disposable cutlery too, decent stuff, not horrible bendy plastic.’

  ‘Sounds good,’ was all Steffie said. So now, as she hurtled towards Aranbeg with the precious cargo of the cake (chocolate sponge with a ruby-red frosting, for which Roisin herself had taken total responsibility), she had to admit that it was entirely her own fault that she’d been landed with the role of invitation designer, guest-list co-ordinator and home decorator. All she hoped was that it would all have been worthwhile. Despite her personal misgivings about the surprise element of the party, she had to accept that everyone who’d been invited thought it was a brilliant idea and they were all looking forward to it immensely. Roisin had told her to count on a twenty per cent refusal rate, but hardly anyone had turned down the invitation, which meant that they’d be dealing with close to seventy people turning up at Aranbeg to surprise her mother and father.

  She supposed the phenomenal acceptance rate had a lot to do with Jenny and Pascal’s popularity, and because Aranbeg was actually a fantastic venue for a summer party. Set in a secluded location close to the small village of Castlemoran, it was far enough from Dublin city to be rural and yet near enough to Wexford town not to feel completely isolated. Most of the non-local guests had managed to book rooms in nearby bed and breakfast accommodation and some had opted to stay an extra day to make a weekend trip of it. Fortunately they’d booked before the heatwave had broken out and everyone in the capital had decided to try to take a break near the sea, because there wasn’t a room to be had anywhere near the coast now. The traffic was heavy on the main road and Steffie knew that it would take her longer than usual to reach Aranbeg. She hoped that all the guests would take the traffic situation into account. It would be a total nightmare if Jenny and Pascal arrived before the people who were going to surprise them. Roisin would have a fit. And that was something that would make everyone very hot and bothered indeed.

  Chapter 2

  It was nearly two sweltering hours later when she turned up the winding country road that led to her parents’ house. The car’s air-conditioning system had totally given up the ghost halfway through the journey, and even having both windows open hadn’t cooled her down. The atmosphere had been so sticky and the humidity so high that Steffie had felt like she was breathing through a damp cloth. However, the alternative to the hot and humid weather was the rain and thunder that had been forecast for the following day. Much as Steffie longed for the freshness it would ultimately bring, she didn’t want the surprise element of the party to be that everyone ended up huddled in the house while a storm raged outside.

  As she pulled up outside the wrought-iron gates of Aranbeg, she had a sudden panic that they might be locked. Locked gates wasn’t a scenario that Roisin had considered when she was going through the plans. God, thought Steffie, if I have to ring her and say that Mum and Dad’s surprise will be a massive crowd standing outside the gates to the house, she’ll go flipping ballistic.

  But when she got out of the car and tried the latch, the gates swung open easily. She heaved a sigh of relief and drove up the short driveway before parking her car at the side of the house so that it was out of sight. Then she hurried back to the gates and closed them again. The guests had been asked to park in the grounds of the GAA club a little further up the road. The president of the club played golf with Pascal and was coming to the party himself, so there’d been no problem in getting him to agree to the parking situation. That was the thing about small towns, thought Steffie. Everyone knew everyone else. It was why she could never actually live here, no matter how beautiful it was. But she understood completely why her parents had made the move as soon as her dad had retired.

  She glanced at her watch. She had almost three hours before the first of the guests arrived. Roisin had planned that their parents would turn up about an hour after that. The late afternoon start time was to facilitate the surprise element and so that they could enjoy being outdoors. Using the garden had been an aspiration when Roisin had first outlined her plan. It had seemed an inspired choice earlier in the week. Steffie looked up at the sky. It was still bright blue with a slight scattering of billowy clouds and no sign of a storm on the horizon. It was a perfect day for a garden party.

  She twisted her hair into a knot high on her head and allowed the whisper of breeze to cool her neck. Everything would be fine, she told herself as she put the key in the lock. Roisin would be proved right as always. Their parents would be delighted. And the slightly uncomfortable feeling that she herself was nursing was entirely down to the heat of the day and the feeling of thunder in the air, and not because she had any psychic abilities to discern trouble ahead.

  Jenny and Pascal Sheehan had bought Aranbeg shortly after their second child, Davey, was born. It had been a run-down stone house set in an overgrown garden when they first saw it, but both of them had instantly fallen in love with it. Over the years Pascal – who was an excellent and exacting handyman – had renovated and improved it, turning it into a fine home with a large reception room, extended kitchen and four bedrooms. The initial purchase had been a big gamble with the proceeds of money they’d won on a prize bond. Both Jenny and Pascal had agreed that the sensible thing to do would be to pay off the mortgage they had on their Dublin home, but Pascal’s family had originally come from Wexford and he’d always hankered to have a place there too. There had been times when they regretted not having taken the more conservative option, but both of them loved decamping to
Aranbeg every summer, even though Pascal could only join Jenny and the children at the weekends. They went there at other times of the year too; sometimes as a family, sometimes as a couple for a night alone, and from time to time Pascal went on his own to plaster a wall or sand the stairs or regrout tiles. Aranbeg became more than a holiday home for the Sheehans; it became a second home and the place where both Jenny and Pascal preferred to be. Pascal’s retirement gave them that opportunity.

  Even though the children were grown up and hardly ever stayed there any more, Aranbeg was a family home to Pascal and Jenny in a way their house in Dublin never had been. They’d put more of themselves into the country house than they ever had in the city. The floors were polished hardwood, there were elegant drapes at the windows, and the decor was simple and understated but reflected Jenny’s artistic personality. Sketches of Roisin, Davey and Steffie done by Jenny herself adorned the walls and provided a clue to their growth into adulthood. Steffie’s own favourites were the ones her mother had done of each of them, aged about four, standing under one of the apple trees in Aranbeg’s garden. Roisin looked fierce and determined, a lock of dark hair falling over her forehead; Davey was sketched arms akimbo, wearing football gear that was way too big for him; and Steffie’s own drawing showed her leaning against the now much wider tree trunk, a faraway expression in her eyes. Steffie always thought that those sketches captured them exactly, and told you all there was to know about the Sheehan siblings.

  She brushed past the sketches, carrying the cake (as gingerly as before) and then the party decorations from the car. She’d just poured herself a long glass of water when Roisin rang to see how things were coming along.

  ‘I only got here a few minutes ago,’ Steffie told her. ‘So nothing’s coming along yet.’

  ‘Did you get the cake?’

  ‘Of course. And I phoned the deli on the way down. They’re going to deliver the food shortly. How are Mum and Dad?’

  ‘Urgh!’ Roisin grunted. ‘It’s been really difficult to stop them from haring off to Aranbeg. If the weather wasn’t so tropical they’d have probably been happy to spend more time with the kids, but as it is I know they’re chomping at the bit to get away.’

  ‘Traffic was heavy enough,’ advised Steffie. ‘I thought I’d be here half an hour ago, so you’d better leave a little earlier than you planned.’

  ‘It’s always crap on sunny days,’ Roisin said. ‘I still think you should’ve driven down last night, such a waste not to have used the time to decorate and stuff when Mum and Dad were here. You could have—’

  ‘I was busy,’ Steffie interrupted her. ‘I had a meeting with a client.’

  ‘It hardly took up the whole evening, did it?’ said Roisin, who didn’t wait for a reply but changed the subject by asking her if she’d heard anything from Davey.

  ‘He texted to say that he was on the plane.’ Steffie decided not to argue with her sister. ‘I can’t wait to meet the girlfriend.’

  ‘She looks pretty stunning on Facebook all right,’ said Roisin. ‘Maybe she’s not as gorgeous in real life.’

  ‘Or maybe she’s better.’ Steffie laughed. She was never able to stay annoyed for long. ‘Can you believe it, though? Our Davey. With someone like her.’

  ‘He’s a thirty-seven-year-old man, for heaven’s sake.’ Roisin sounded impatient. ‘He should be married with kids by now.’

  ‘Well, I do agree that thirty-seven is old enough to settle down,’ agreed Steffie. ‘Obviously. It’s just that Davey … well, you know what he’s like.’

  ‘An eternal child,’ said Roisin. ‘I hope she has the patience for him.’

  ‘I guess we’ll have the chance to check it out.’

  ‘I didn’t arrange this party so you can run another one of Davey’s girlfriends out of town,’ Roisin said.

  ‘For the love of God!’ Steffie cried. ‘I never ran anyone out of town. All I did was mention that I’d seen Emily Mahon with Laurence Gibson. I never for a second suspected she was actually two-timing Davey with him.’

  ‘Scarred him for life,’ said Roisin. ‘That’s why he’s commitment-phobic now.’

  ‘It was years ago,’ protested Steffie.

  ‘Hmm. And how about you? Have you got a date for today?’

  Roisin’s words were more of a challenge than a question but Steffie kept her voice light as she replied that Steve might show up but she wasn’t sure. ‘Steve. Steve. Is he a new guy?’ asked Roisin.

  ‘Not exactly new. I’ve known him a while.’

  ‘And you practically have the same name! Steve ’n’ Steffie – how cute. And how promising.’

  Steffie knew it was a lot less promising than Roisin thought. Steve was a programmer with one of her client companies and she’d met him a few months earlier. He was laid-back to the point of being practically horizontal, they had fun together and he was good in bed. Not that her sole criterion for a boyfriend should be his expertise between the sheets, she would tell herself, but when he was notoriously bad at punctuality and calling her, it was nice to have those deficiencies offset in other ways.

  ‘At the moment we’re taking it easy,’ she said. ‘No strings.’

  ‘Oh, for heaven’s sake!’ exclaimed Roisin. ‘At this point in your life you need to be making decisions about men. Not having no-strings friends-with-benefits relationships. There are times I think I’m the one person in this family who’s done the grown-up thing. Honest to God, you and Davey are like kids the way you carry on.’

  ‘I wasn’t aware that getting married was the only measure of adulthood,’ retorted Steffie, stung by the friends-with-benefits accusation, which was a tad too close to the truth for her liking.

  ‘At the moment I’m bearing all the filial responsibilities,’ Roisin said. ‘I’m the one who’s provided Mum and Dad with grandchildren … I could do with you and Davey taking up the slack. Thing is, if he stays in Denmark with Camilla, Mum and Dad won’t get to see them that often either and all the pressure stays on me.’

  ‘So you want me to marry Steve and get pregnant to help you out?’ Steffie could imagine what his reaction to that would be.

  ‘Yes,’ said Roisin.

  ‘If and when I decide to marry someone to provide our parents with extra grandchildren, I’ll let you know,’ Steffie said drily.

  ‘You can’t be the baby for ever,’ Roisin said. ‘You’re twenty-seven and you run your own business, as you keep pointing out. That makes you a grown-up.’

  ‘Running my own business doesn’t leave me a lot of time for getting married,’ said Steffie.

  ‘Of course it does. You have to prioritise, like me with putting my family first and taking contracts if and when they suit me.’

  ‘Been there and done that,’ Steffie reminded her. ‘I’ve had enough of contracts and sharing jobs and working for other people to last me a lifetime. Butterfly Creative might be small and it might not make me a millionaire, but at least I’m managing to hold it all together. I want to enjoy that for a while.’ Although enjoy wasn’t really the right word when you were barely keeping your head above water, she thought. Still, it was challenging. And maybe one day it would all come spectacularly right.

  ‘Hmm.’ Roisin wasn’t convinced.

  ‘Anyway, I’m not thinking about marriage now,’ said Steffie. ‘I’ve plenty of time for that.’

  ‘I wanted to marry Paul the moment I met him,’ Roisin told her.

  ‘Things were different back then,’ said Steffie. ‘Lives were less complicated.’

  ‘Back then. Less complicated. You cheeky thing!’ Roisin sounded affronted. ‘It wasn’t the dark ages, you know.’

  ‘It was the nineties,’ Steffie told her. ‘There was nothing else to do except get married and have babies.’

  ‘You’re lucky we’re not in the same room right now or I’d deck you,’ said Roisin.

  ‘Ah, I’m only teasing you, Ro,’ Steffie said. ‘You struck gold with Paul and you have a lovely family. I envy you.’<
br />
  ‘You do?’ asked Roisin.

  ‘Absolutely,’ Steffie replied, although the idea of being married with three children was overwhelming. ‘I’ve got to go. I think I hear the food arriving.’

  ‘Thank God for that,’ said her sister. ‘I’ll see you later.’

  ‘Right.’

  Steffie hung up. She hadn’t heard the sound of anyone arriving, but as she walked through the house to her car, she realised that she’d inadvertently told the truth. A blue van with Patty’s Pantry on the side had just driven up outside.

  ‘Right,’ she murmured to herself as she opened the front door. ‘Let’s get this show on the road.’

  Chapter 3

  As always, Roisin felt slightly exasperated after talking to her younger sister. Steffie, despite her pretence at being a businesswoman, didn’t live in the real world. She was merely playing at having a company, trying to make herself feel important after making herself virtually unemployable by refusing to work on that jewellery campaign. Roisin was quite sure that whenever a prospective employer checked Steffie out, he or she would hear about the incident and decide that she was too much trouble. Roisin had tried to point that out to her but Steffie refused to listen. She’d had it too easy, that was the problem. Being the unexpected arrival, ten years after Davey, she’d been utterly indulged by their parents, who’d adopted a far more relaxed approach to her upbringing than they ever had to their two older children. Roisin knew that she and Davey had paved the way for Steffie and made things easier for her, but Steffie never acknowledged that. Nor did she give Roisin credit for having looked after her when she was younger. She simply didn’t remember all the times Roisin had pushed her around the housing estate in her pram, or fed her or played with her when she would much rather have been doing something else. Steffie wasn’t one bit grateful, that was the problem.